Plus ca change, plus ce la meme chose. I don't speak French, but the gentle sounds of the language seem to take away from the severity of the phrase. The more things change, the more they stay the same. Two years later, I am still sitting by myself and letting Angus and Julia Stone try to make me feel better. Or even empathize. Or something. Just anything, you know?

I am 21 years old and I thought this move had let me grow so much... But the growing brought me more questions, and the biggest right now is that is this what I want for the rest of my life? Should I squander my youth by working to the point of exhaustion or should I work towards something bigger, something better?

And tell me, if there is something bigger and better how am I supposed to know?